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17th June 2009,
Wednesday
Cutting all ties.
mood: really pissed off.
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I was really busy with stuff, but still I decided to
update a bit because I felt really pissed off at a
friend whom I really considered a friend. If you think
you're so perfect, then be careful because all that
revolting arrogance will lead you to your downfall in
the future. Before you make such hurting gossips and
remarks, look into the mirror yourself. In one aspect, I
am confident that I am definitely more outgoing and more
active than you are. Our views on things like school
orientation testifies to that... what's with the
"orientation is meaningless"? You speak such
revolting words to your friends that it really disgusts
me. I guess still waters run deep; you seem so quiet on
the surface but in reality you're scarier than anyone
else.
I swear, I will NEVER ever attend anything as long as
you are the one who's organising it. Since you don't
even believe in what I say when I cannot make it for
events that you organise, it's alright if you think it's
an excuse or whatsoever. Next time, I won't even bother
explaining to you and I'll just say that I DO NOT want
to go. And by the way, it is entirely up to me to decide
whether or not I want to go or not; I am not the kind to
be forced to do things that I don't want to. It's no
wonder not even your secondary school mates wants to
celebrate your birthday (be glad that there are one or
two who's willing to); with that kind of insincerity you
have for your friends and only stupidly and naively
sticking to your boyfriend. No wonder you are on the
verge of being ditched by him. I used to be quite
tolerant because I find you so pitiable, but I think
from now on, no more. I am not going to pity you because
I think it's because of your sticky and over-possessive
character that the relationship is now like that. You
reap what you sow.
I really regret having known a friend like you. I am
not as kind as Xinyi, and I'm not going to hold back
being honest whenever you speak about others like that.
Therefore, I am cutting all ties with you. We may or may
not meet in university, but it's definite that we won't
be in the same course or anything. This may sound
childish (like the typical kiddy style "I don't
want to friend you" kinda thingy), but I'm serious.
I tried not to think about it, but the hot-blooded me
has my own limit and patience.
You are truly a scary person indeed. And I from this
moment on do not wish to have anything to do with you
ever again. What a 'friend' eh.
Phew, I feel better ranting all that out. Back with
my own business.
Switched off Lucky Channel @ 2247
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9th June 2009,
Tuesday
(Eh, can't think of a title)
mood: a little sleepy
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To be really honest, I didn't really have the intention
to update today because I had no particularly big things
to talk about. But since I was editing the codes of the
site's side bar, I decided I might as well rant some
nonsense here.
Several tiny little things happened..
Firstly, my sister downloaded the latest PSP version of
Bleach 6 and has kindly transferred it into mine and her
PSP... though I have this odd feeling that she's gonna
thrash me again when we versus each other some time in
the future. I wonder why she's always better than me
when it comes to games...... ah, no wait, there is a
game that I am better than her at.. Perhaps playing Time
Crisis II in the arcade would be my best bet against
her. Wahaha.
Secondly, I've been practising piano lately, and I
feel that the timing for Melody of Agony is getting
better. With that, I'm only referring to the
left-right-hands coordination. Overall, I'm still
playing it at a rather slow pace - absolutely no
expression and emphasis on the word 'Agony'. Hahaha. But
with practice I believe it'll someday work out for me.
Yay!
お！がんばろうぜ！Together
with Melody of Agony and my homework pieces from my
piano lessons, I tried Goong's Ice Palace last night and
the timing sucks. I couldn't even properly play past the
first page! omg. Try harder.
Thirdly, I'm gonna talk a bit about the 1E3/2E3
gathering last Saturday. It was quite a success
considering that 16 people turned up for the BBQ dinner
at Seoul Garden, Bugis. Mostly were girls (about two
thirds), and a third were guys. Although we stunk like
hell after staying for more than 3 hours inside Seoul
Garden, it was really fun meeting up with people whom
you've not seen for a few years, talking, catching up
with one another's life.. It felt really good. I was
initially afraid that it might end up being a
no-interaction kinda event (given that most of us
haven't met up for the longest time), but fortunately it
didn't turn out to be so. =D
Oh yeah! I'm going to Penang tomorrow night and will
only be back on Sunday or Monday.. ack, I'm gonna eat
till my heart's content there! Ahh~ the highly
unhygienic intestinal porridge, beef noodles, asam laksa,
a-pom, shredded chicken noodles, char kuay teow, chee
cheong fun... OMG OMG OMG! xD
Switched off Lucky Channel @ 1330
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5th June 2009,
Friday
Names.
mood: average.
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Names. Why can't I get a decent Christian name for
myself, dammit. Every time I find one, I get laughed at
by my mum... (oh and speaking of my mum, it's her lunar
birthday today, so we'll be eating at a Korean
restaurant later.. xD)
First it was Davinia (a feminine version of 'David'),
and my family started calling me Gardenia bread since.
Gardenia is actually a really nice name too, but too bad
it has that bakery stigma attached to it. =( Then
came a few more like Mya and Marcie, and my mum said Mya
sounded like 'Meowth' from Pokemon, and Marcie, in
Cantonese, sounded very much like 'horse shit'. Sonya is
a pretty Russian name but my mum said it's so similar to
this health product called 'Sonia'. =_=
I really liked Marcie, but I think I'll have to drop
it because I live in a Cantonese-speaking family (not to
mention, my relatives speak Canonese too... everyone). I
just want a name that isn't common, but still sounded
nice when I attach my family name to it.
Right now, these three names have caught my attention
(after meticulously picking them out) and I hope my mum
get any funny ideas about these names anymore LOL. Here:
Petra, Jeanna, and Gweneth.
Oh my, me wanting to find a name for myself makes me
feel like I'm a character from the anime 'Monster',
where the brainwashed kids of Kinderhilm 511 look for a
name.. The Monster without a Name.. etc. How cool. xD
Switched off Lucky Channel @ 1319
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2nd June 2009,
Tuesday
Activities Galore!
mood: quite good
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Wow, my schedule for this week is kinda packed! There's
this small primary school dinner tonight with some
long-time-no-see friends tonight, Rami's birthday
chalet/party tomorrow night, piano lessons as usual on
Thursday, and on Saturday the ex 1E3/2E3 outing!! Whee!!
For some reason, I think I've kinda lost my touch for
blogging, because nowadays when I've got so much
happening around me, I don't even know how to pen it all
down. So for this entry, I'm just gonna briefly keep a
record of what I've been up to lately. Hehs.
With regards to music, I've been practising Final
Fantasy Crisis Core's Melody of Agony... although my
playing doesn't really show any agony at all because I'm
too skill-less to play it as fast and angry as the
original. But nonetheless, that piece is soooo brilliant
that I can't help but challenge myself to it. I will
work harder!! =D
As for dramas, I'm currently watching the Korean
drama Ijimae, and I think Lee Jun Ki is sooooo HOT. LOL.
I started watching the series late last night until I
was forced to go to bed early by my mum, so I'll
continue from episode 3 later after lunch...
Hmmm. I realise... that recently I've gotten very
interested in interior design (put the modern designs
away; I'm only interested in cottage, celtic and the
Japanese minimalist styles). I get so inspired by the
design books that I borrowed from the library and I just
can't wait to redesign my room after my dad gets his CPF.
*eyes on my dad's money* LOL!!
Oh, and maybe if I have time I will redesign the
layout for The Miyo Miyo too.
Gonna get busy with my things now, bye bye~
Switched off Lucky Channel @ 1205
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28th May 2009,
Thursday
My First Time Working
mood: exhausted.
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Yesterday was my very first time working and earning
money. It was a one-day job to work as a waitress with
the Blue Ginger restaurant to help out with the Opening
of SMRT's Circle Line. I was beyond shock when I heard
that we were suppose to carry the drinks (filled in wine
glasses) on the tray with only one hand, and only using
the other hand to support the tray for balance. Whoa.
But in the end, it wasn't that difficult to balance the
drinks on the tray with one hand, but rather, a more
pressing issue would be the strain on my upper arms. And
after a night's sleep, I woke up to find my arm muscles
in a more agonizing state than last night! The pain was
similar to when I first ran 2.4km in PJC after not
running since the last PE lesson in secondary school.
><;;
Overall, it was quite an experience for me,
especially since I haven't worked before. Meeting and
having to serve a bunch of adults was no problem for me
because I was used to this kind of service since
secondary school. Being in the Prefectorial Board has
given me lots of opportunities like this and so I had no
trouble going around strangers. Wahaha. All I needed to
focus on was to maintain my balance when I was carrying
the food and drinks.
But oh gosh. My aching arms. How am I gonna play the
piano later?!
Switched off Lucky Channel @ 1222
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25th May 2009,
Monday
Inspiration, Ideas
mood: excited!
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I just came out from shower and before that, I was
watching "Wow Factor" on Discovery Travel and
Living Channel... and all of the sudden, I felt this
impulsive urge to want to design my own room. This
probably sounds really crazy and right now, I don't even
have the budget to change anything in my room; but fret
not, for I am eyeing on the day when my dad gets his CPF
in around 2-3 years time. So by then, I'll have the
budget to revamp my messed up room. xD I'm not gonna
spend a lot, because I am going to retain several colour
features in my room. Like, from pink, it's gonna go into
a warmer tone like a dark red, or even a brown. It's not
like I'm changing the colours in an extreme way, like
changing red into blue or something. Just to reveal a
little, I'm going to go for the more contemporary
design, but not too modern, and I'm gonna try to
inculcate a bit of a Celtic into my design. Oooh. My
blood boils from all the excitement!
I'm not a great designer or whatsoever, but I'm going
to give it a shot and I hope it turns out fine! I get a
feeling that I'm really ambitious right now..
Right! I shall start clearing the mess on my table
(or rather, I'm gonna just dump whatever's on my desk to
the floor), and start drawing!! Colours ahoy! xD
Switched off Lucky Channel @ 1842
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24th May 2009,
Sunday
Pikachu Shirt
mood: feeling lazy
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See, a likeable layout always makes me want to update
even more because I feel good even at the sight of it.
Haha.
Right, so I've been wearing my Pikachu shirt since
yesterday, and until today I refuse to change it out. It
doesn't stink and whatsoever and I just can't help but
stare at my shirt all day, so I'm perfectly fine with
wearing the same shirt for two days. It's so cute!! Gyah~~!
o(>v<)o And it's 100% cotton, so it's very
comfortable. Plus the fact that I bought this shirt from
Tokyo's Pokemon Centre makes me love wearing this shirt
even more! It's like, Pokemon merchandise from the
Pokemon land of origins. Wahaha!
Gosh there's so many things to do, but I'm not
getting started yet because I'm feeling really lazy
right now. For piano lessons, I've got 5 new songs to
learn by the next lesson, which is Thursday; the number
of unread manga piling on my table is towering week by
week, and even after I finish reading all of them,
there's this space problem because my manga shelves are
already packed like sardines and I need to find time to
organise my manga soon (maybe get rid of the manga
bought from Malaysia since the printing isn't good and
the paper quality doesn't even satisfy me in the least).
Not to mention the many anime series and drama series
that have been on hiatus since a month ago.
Well, quite a number of people have told me that I'm
rotting at home (since I don't work and I don't intend
to work), but actually, I'd rather be pursuing my
interests and doing the things that I hadn't got the
chance to do because of school and the A levels last
year. Now that I got accepted into NTU's Art, Design and
Media course, I believe I'm gonna be really, really busy
once school starts. I've read some horror stories from
the ADM forum (like, working till 3am when deadlines are
near...?!), but I think it's gonna be real fun too since
I like what I'm going to study in my 4 years in NTU. And
I'm also getting really excited about NTU's compulsory
unrestricted electives... I heard we can take up courses
like music, drama, opera singing, or even learn a new
language! I can see myself taking up music courses
(SINGING IS A MUST), drama, and maybe learn Japanese.
Now, this makes 3 subjects/modules to make up the
9AUs.
Shit, but why do I have to take up modules from
Science, Technology and Society?! I guess not everything
comes nice and to my taste all the time. *bleah*
I'm going for late lunch soon! So, bye-nee!!
Switched off Lucky Channel @ 1552
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23rd May 2009,
Saturday
New Layout!
mood: satisfied and happy |
Finally, a new layout! THIS is the reason why I haven't
been updating on the previous version. LOVE this new
layout!! I don't really care if you do or not, but I
really like this. It took me the whole of last night
just to plan and draw the design out on paper, decide
the colours and which png image to use etc. This
afternoon, I started working on the scripting and image
editing, meticulously switching from Adobe Imageready
and Photoshop (because of the slicing: this layout looks
simple, but the alignment of the slices and accurate
slicing is KING - that's why it took me the whole
afternoon -.-). After a delirious wrestle with Adobe
came the very troublesome tables on Frontpage. I really
didn't like working with tables (I prefer DIV) because
it's so hard to organise and align them properly on
Frontpage, especially if I'm using multiple tables
within tables... @_@ ...although once organised
properly, tables help a tremendous amount in making my
website look much much neater. It's tiring, but the
outcome is very satisfying for me. *grin*
And I've come up with this whole new way of updating
my entries... like, notice the avatar at the side of the
title above? Each avatar will feature a Lucky Star
character with an expression that's similar to my
current mood and feelings.
I've got a feeling this layout will last as long as
the pink Chobits layout just before the previous orange
tulip version. This layout turned out to be quite the
cutie in my opinion; pretty colourful and cute. And the
whole site is themed under the Lucky Star anime, except
for the entries. Look at all the Lucky ----... hahaha.
For those who have watched the anime would know. Lucky
Channel, things like "Oha-Lucky!",
"Bye-nee!" etc. So cute. xD
It's getting late so...
Will update the site again tomorrow! =D
Switched off Lucky Channel @ 2315
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